Diário de Bordo

Image belongs to silvia *mangrovia

It's raining outside. I guess this means summer's over. 
I know some months from now I'll miss the sun, the heat, the crazy beautiful atmosphere summer brings, but right now I feel good about the rain falling in my window.
Summer's over, and so are we. So this is me saying goodbye to two things I really like: summer and you.
And just like will happen with summer, I might miss you some months from now. Maybe even weeks. But then again, this is what I need right now.

I thought the first rain would make me feel... lonely. Forgotten. Make me miss you, make me wish you were here with your arms around me, keeping my body and soul warm.

I was wrong. At least for now. 
Rain didn't bring me pain or nostalgia. It brought me peace, tranquility. It cleaned my spirit from the exhausting memory of you and your sweet lying words I used to overdose on.
Rain is good. Change is good.

So we're fine. There's quite a lot going on in my life right now, but I'm dealing. I don't have you or the summer breeze, but I still have the wilderness of the ocean to make my problems look smaller. I have the wind to clear the sadness from my soul. I have the rain to sing me to sleep and a hot cup of tea to keep my body warm, even if my soul is still frozen. I have good music to remind me that I may feel lonely, but I'm not alone. And I still have a thousand good books waiting for me to read them.

So yeah, I'll be okay. I hope you're happy, I hope you find out there everything you were missing here.

Goodbye summer. Goodbye Peter Pan.